how in the hell could things get so wrong???
2007-07-06
hmmm well were do i start lol. first i meet this beautiful person about a year and a half ago and now shes gone from my life and im really hurt by it. i been trying to get her back but havent been lucky in that department. i been with so many girls within my life but i felt that she was the one that i really wanted to settle down with. yesterday i tried to get her back but it didnt work and i knew it wasnt but had to try cuz im deeply in love wit this person and her son. well she told me that she has sumone already and i hung up the phone. so after that we started talkin on txt and that didnt go well so now i basically lost out on what i wanted as my family. she said i wanted to long to do everything that we wanted to do but i feel i didnt. is it wrong that i wanna make sure that i wanna be in her sons life? and now that i kno she and her son is what i want its to late? now that i really wanted to live wit this person and be a father to her son now i dont have her. hell i wanted to marry her but now i lost her. she tells me to move on and i have no ova choice but to but how do u move on when all u wanna do is be the father to her son or her husband????? well i think thats all for today any advice would be great

