well ive been sitting here thinking of my ex and i caught myself txtin her to try to be friends at least. she hasnt txt me back and i think she wont. in a way maybe its a good thing that she doesnt but i would love to continue talkin to her. maybe instead of tryin to get her back all this time i shouldve tried to build our friendship.  i did say i was gunna stop but i just cant stop cold turkey. i would love to be in her and her sons life as sumthing then nothing but i think i wont get that option. its kinda hard to just stop talkin to sumone u really wanted to build with. i guess in time i will learn not to txt her but i do hope she txts back. ill keep u guys posted