who wouldve thought i would be feeling better after yesterday . lastnight i was laying down thinking about everything and as much as i love her and her son i have to just move on. i wanna thank ken for ur advice yesterday, i cant make sumone have feelings for me no matter how much i try and also mary for talkin to me about everything thru email on this site. but im not gunna forget everyone else who sent me messages lastnight and wished me luck. i guess u could say i was scared cuz i didnt want her to forget about me but i kno she wont and i will neva forget my family. anyway like always ill keep u posted