ShoutPost - Bxgladiator's Blog (start of something new)

i feel good man!!!

2007-07-19

i woke up this morning with a different feeling, a feeling of content. i gotta say i feel damn good right now lol. i been feeling like hell cause of everything me qnd my ex was going thru but today i woke up and said fuck it lol yeah i know that sounds mean but hey i feel good so fuck it hee hee. i been tryna to get her back for 3 months but you know what i cant do it anymore. well i kinda stopped a week ago when i got her back as my friend but this week we kinda just stopped talking. hell last i talked to her was on tuesday, some reason she doesnt reply to my txt. iam kinda worried cuz thats a first and i do hope everything is ok with her and her son but most likely shes just busy with all the pre apt stuff for next month. i do love her but theres nothing i can do but make sure im happy now that shes happy. i do hope we are still friends and if anything i got her a gift for her apt so ill see her next month to give her that. so i guess today starts a new day for me so ken break out the fireworks, one tough cookie bring some of that spainsh rice you made lastnight, mary you know i want those porkchops lol and celestia you can come along for the ride lol

bxgladiator

Hardcore_Pyro (2007-07-21)
nana nana...na, so nice...so nice....like sugar and spice, I got you.

Mary Mary Quite Contrary (2007-07-19)
Bringing the pork chops - LET THE FIREWORKS BEGIN! ;D

Barnabus (2007-07-19)
If it's meant to be it will be...but if it's not meant to be, nothing in this world will chaange that! Glad yer having a much better day!!!

Celestia (2007-07-19)
Heck yes, I'll come along, especially if I get to watch Ken blow up some stuff. :) I'm so glad you are having a good day. You deserve it. And I agree with Swanktrendz...living well is the best revenge. :) So live well, my friend, live well. :) C.

Hardcore_Pyro (2007-07-19)
Sounds awesome.......I'm on my way to blow some stuff up. Great to hear you're feeling content.

Swanktrendz (2007-07-19)
Remember - for some reason women just can't appreciate men who they know still carry the torch for them (it's probably more to do with her self-esteem but that's a whole other post). If you really want her back, live well, be happy, go out with friends (appear busy) and leave it to her to contact you. If it's meant to be, it will be.