hey everyone!!! yeah i know its been awhile since i posted anything but nothing really good has happen. my weekend was boring and im at work now so thats that lol. well last night i got a phonecall from a friend asking for a favor and i said no and she got mad. like wtf is that about. i always help people and when im the one that needs the help its always some shit!! anyway you can say these past couple of days i have cut alot of people outta my life tht i dont need. anyway as for me and shante as soooo many people love to ask about we still friends and we planning to go to dinner, just me her and tj (her son). thats a early birthday gift and i also got her somthing as a first apt gift lol. figured i give her all this stuff in one shot since god knows whens the next time ill see her. i get alot of messages asking me about her and this ones my fave " hey do you read her blog" and the answer is no damnit!!! i dont haha. anyway im gunna take things slow with her. i still love her which sucks but someone sent me a message saying well if she loved you she would be with you and thats soooooo right. i know i said in a few of my blogs that i would wait for her but i dont think i will. no sence in doing that when i know she doesnt care about me the way i do. so this is my last blog writing about her haha. like i said we friends and we'll see where that goes. anyway  other then that thats it my lifes been pretty boring. well im off ill keep you guys posted