still alive people

lol well another rainy friday is upon me. yup i hate and love rain, hate it cuz im at work and it makes the day go by soooooo slow and love it cuz its nice and cool and sure as hell beats it being hot lol. well not alot has been happening just working and saving money to get a apt in jersey. i started doing alil bit of research and found some nice apts over there and for cheap. i would get a place here in new york but everything here is to much. some places want a 1200 for just a studio apt. yeah ok fuck that!!!. well i have a lil problem well not really a problem but a concern. i been keeping contact with shante cause her son is in the hospital and shes been keeping me updated on him. i dont know if shes wrote about it but she txted me lastnight that hes cancer is back i think in his bone marrow or something like that. so i had 2 sleepless nights thinking about that. i wanna see him but dont think thats best. i got him a get well gift so ill be seeing her on monday to give her that,. i hope it cheers him up  and also her bday present. since i wont have time next month to do it. well other then that thats it. well back to trying to get tough cookie to buy me a mp3 player hahahah j.p. ill keep you guys posted as always

Mary Mary Quite Contrary (2007-08-10)
I think you should just flat out ask her if it is ok for you to see her son. - and tell her you really want to see him. - And don't worry about the other people that might be there - do it for him, not for anyone else. He will love seeing you, especially since you were close to him. - No matter what happens you and her son can still be buddies, and let him know that. I know it's hard, but I know it will help him to see you. (Being a grown up sucks sometimes - ok, most of the time, but this is something that you can do for him that will help him, and it will mean so much! - I'll be praying for ALL of you! Hang in there gladiator!) ;)

scribbles (2007-08-10)
Glad you are still alive and kicking. Apartments everywhere are expensive as long as property taxes keep going up. You have to think outside the box, if someone is sick, visit them, it cheers them up and makes their time go by faster by keeping their situation off their mind. Also, after you leave, they have something nice to think about, your visit, your words, your just being there. Bring a book to read to him and bring a joke book too, clean jokes, LOL. Laughter is good medicine.

One Tough Cookie (2007-08-10)
in your dreams

Hardcore_Pyro (2007-08-10)
Sorry to hear about Shante's son. I pray that he recovers from it. No child should have to go through cancer. Keep trying to see him as I sure he's probably a little scared.

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