hey everyone. i been getting a few message about shante from my last post and instead of answering all of them ill just make a post. i did change my number and when i did it i felt like a new person. we talked the next day on email about her son and i told her that i wanted to visit him and she said to come today but when we talked today she said she didnt wanna be my friend anymore. its kinda sad that now that i have my feelings for her under control it was to late i did tell her that i wanna be friends but she hasnt responed back so i guess thats it for us. i told her that ill always be there for her and tj even tho we arent friends. i think im gunna take a break from everything. just turn my cell phone off and my computer and just get my life together. theres alot of things i have to get ready for ( my apt ) so ill start looking for that or doing research on good areas. who knows what the future holds for me and her but most likely its nothing. im sad that it ended bad but i dont regret anything and just want her happy. well see you guys soon and ill keep you post