well i have to say that alot of people have really enjoy my blog lol. when i first came here i thought that no one would read it or even reply. even since i started writing about shante ive gotten alot of emails that range from advice on how to get her back to just leave her alone and see what happens. to this day i still get emails about her and me and whats been going on. so im gunna answer so of them here.

the most asked question is do me and her talk and do i still try to get her back. and the answer is no we havent talked since i fould out she was engaged. i love her alot and dont wanna ruin anything between her and yamil. i did however txt her yesterday to say my peace. i just told her that theres no hard feelings and that sorry things didnt work out for us. im sad that another man is taking what i like to call my wife but i dont think ill fight anymore to get her back. i tried everything i humanly could to get her back and nothing work. my last option was to buy a ring and ask her to marry me but i wasnt gunna do that cuz i knew the outcome lol.

another question i get is what apt did i want to get with her so heres the link.

http://www.rent.com/rentals/new-jersey/newark-jersey-city-and-vicinity/union/545151/

just click on preview pics when u click the link above and it wil show u inside pics of the apt i wanted to start our family in. i also showed her this yesterday cuz i was dyin to show her lol. i hope she looked at it. it is a nice place. see she wanted to rush things but when u do that shit never works. i was working hard to save money and get this as our spot to live. hell i might still live that hahah they do got one bedroom apts there lol.

well i guess this is the end for me and her. shes engaged and im not the type of man to take someone else girl. i told her i wish we could be friends but i dont want that i know what i want and i know what she wants so ill let her be. so folks whos been keeping up to date with me and her thanks for everything. thanks for all the advice. anyway as always ill keep you guys posted