well love could be the best thing or worst thing to happen to you. i say this cause im still in love with someone i can never see or get back. i found myself txting her to see if we could be friends but she doesnt txt me back anymore and even tho i wish she would im glad she didnt. i guess once you find the one you wanna be with for the rest of your life you really dont wanna let go. see thats my problem " letting go " i think its cause i wanted everything she wanted but she thought i didnt. like right now i wish i could see her and her son and just hug both of them but i cant and thats what hurts the most. i dont even know why im still holding on to someone that doesnt even want me anymore. like i said love could be the worst thing that happens to someone. i sent her a txt saying i knew u wouldnt answer back so i promised on her son that i wouldnt txt her know more. lol i could see her reading it like fuck you. i guess its really over but i always knew that guess just didnt wanna see it. i guess i jus had all this stuff planned for the two of them and now i cant do it. i so wanted to be the father of her son. now someone else is doing all that and i hate it. i could go on and on but i wont so its back to work for me. as always ill keep you posted