well i went to go see shantes son and things couldnt have been worst lol. at times like this i gotta laugh at some of the shit that goes down in my life. well before i started my 2 hour ride to the hospital i got a txt from shante saying she had some bad news. so im already thinking the worst. anyway i left my job at 345 and got there at 6. it gets better folks well im on the bus almost there i get a txt sayin that her boyfriend is coming but i have alot of time to hang with tj before he comes so im like cool. boy was she wrong i got there at 6pm and had to leave at 6:18 because her boyfriend was downstairs. so we think hes coming up so we started to walk down to the bus stop and he was right there waiting for us. so i had to sit there and watch them kiss and shake hes hand smh. so when we get to the bus stop she ask if im mad i say yes and just get on the bus.  oooooh but guess what i get on the right bus but it was goin to the path train!!!! so im lost i finally had to walk like 15 blocks in a place i never been to to get to the path train so i get home around 8pm. as for tj hes not doing so well. she told me that theres nothing they can do for him there so they might have to send him to a hospital in philly. i hope they dont. im getting kinda scared now cause i dont want anything to happen. well thats it in a nut shell. after all that the 18 minutes i spent with tj was the best 18 minutes of my life. i really do love him. anyway as always ill keep you posted