its funny today i get a txt from shante saying she read my blog and said sumthing about my date with my friend maxi. aint this sum shit. outta everything i ever wrote  about shante and how i want her back and my family after yesterday me going to see her son and us having a good time she brings this up. she said that i should of told her. why??? its not like me and maxi was gunna start dating or anything it was just a date. she said she wasnt mad. o really well if she wasnt mad why bring it up??? she said sumthing along the lines of  i shouldve told her if we were friends yet she didnt tell me that next month she was getting married. so why even bring that up??? everything was going so well and now we arent friends? as much as i love her shes a dummy. how can you have feelings for me and know that im a better choice then yamil and still be with him. the first time i was tryin to be a fucking friend and she pulls this shit. she said no hard feelings but there is on my end. im fucking pissed cuz she knows shes fucking up. yeah she dont got no feelings she wants me to hurry up and get my apt over there so she can come over and hang with me. i was gunna give her a spare key cuz i trust her and i lost keys alot lol and she said oh well cani chill at ur spot when ur not there so when u come home we can chill. how can everything go so good lastnight and do a complete 360 cuz i went on a date wit a friend??? she said i can have maxi help me find a apt and maybe i should be with her? yet she dont care???? i told her to read my whole blog cuz its bascally about how much i love her and wanna be with her but did she do that. i bet you she didnt!!! anyway we aint friends no more and for the frist time its not my fault. i told her at least we had fun lastnight and i got to see tj. so no regrets.