they buried tj . i didnt go i couldnt go. i just cant handle the fact that if i go he wont look at me or say hello or anything for that matter. i guess im not strong enuff to see him like that. i wanted to go bad so i can support shante but i think she wouldve ended up supporting me lol. i wouldve never guess that tj wouldve made a big impact on my life as he did. i miss him alot and wish he was still alive so i can play with him but i know hes in a better place prolly playing dragonball z games or sumthing hee hee. anywa yesterday was thanksgiving and i had to work. yeah i know it sucked but got paid 31 dollars a hour so i think i can live with that lol. also for the first time thanksgiving dinner wasnt at my moms house this year. it was stranger coming home to a empty apartment. oh well i just wanted to be alone really and i got it so i was happy. well today is black friday!!!! this mean sales sales sales. which also mean ther will be crazy people out today so im gunna have to be careful. not really going to got on a shopping spree but theres a 40 inch sony lcd tv for 800 bucks so im gunna try to pic it up. im only buying it so when i move i have a tv for the living room plus thats cheap!!! hahaha cant pass that deal up. anyway im here at work listing to christmas music on the radio. i cant believe they already playing christmas music smh lol anyway ill keep you posted as always